Hey there! Happy October...even though it’s almost over! I feel as if I haven’t posted an entry in awhile so I’ll just ramble about what I’ve been doing lately. Right now life is for the most part going really well. The past couple weeks have been really rocky, but everything is all sorted out now. It was about a week and a half ago that I wrote this two page rant about how stressed out I was at the time. Yet, I refrained from posting it since mid rant I realized how ridiculous I sounded. Although, it blew off some steam . Then last week I was attempting to write an entry, but never finished due to a really bad fight with my mom. Of course the fight started off based on something so simple then I just blew up about everything from the past couple months that she was doing to piss me off. Oye, extreme stress & PMS are not a good combination! I do have a lot coming up in the near future that I am very excited about!

I honestly cannot believe that Halloween is less than a week away. It has to be my favorite holiday, and the one that I look forward to most. This year will be no different since I’ll be dressing up, and going to the Halloween party I’ve attended the past 3 years. I’m a little unsure of how it will go this year. I’m sure I’ll have fun an all, but I’ll be seeing this kid I liked for quite sometime & recently “got over.” I guess seeing him for the first time all year should be the real test of if I’m legitimately over him. I mean right now I can truly say I don’t have feelings for him, but you never know how I could feel when he’s right next to me. Other than this party I really haven’t done much Halloween stuff this year. Usually I carve a pumpkin, and watch Hocus Pocus too many times to count. Yet, I haven’t done anything at all this year. I was going to do some festive activities on Halloween, but unfortunately, I have my last cross country meet ON HALLOWEEN. It will be over in plenty of time to have some coffee & get ready for the party, but still. Running 5 miles and dancing all night should probably put me in a wheelchair for a few days…lmao, but at least cross country ends this week. I love running and all, but I can’t wait to just come home and nap right after school for a few weeks, and get my energy level back up before swim team practices begin at the end of November. Also near the end of November I’ll probably go for my license! I have 4 more road lessons left, and I should be eligible with no problem. Thank god I’m almost done with this awful experience of learning how to drive. I swear they choose their teachers from a nut house. If anyone goes to the same driving school as I do, you would completely understand what I mean. So, it should be exciting to get my license, and to drive a car that doesn’t stall & doesn’t have some obese person in the passenger seat telling me what I’m doing wrong.

Well, nothing else too exciting is going on. I do have some fun stuff coming up in December, but I’ll talk about that in another entry. Sometimes when I think too far ahead I get stressed out! As for posting any poems or pictures, I quite honestly haven't had the time or found any inspiration to make any art Hopefully I will have some new material to post soon though! Hahaha, well I’ll be sure to update this journal after Halloween to tell you all about how that night goes. Okay, peace out for now!